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A different kind of nightmare

I just experienced one the wierdest dreams of my life. I actually felt pain in it. I was with andrew and some random adult he knew and were going to watch fireworks. He took us to some an area and we hopped into a trench almost exactly like ones from WWII. But then fireworks didn’t go off and he had made mistake. It was actually an active military testing area. All of sudden bombs started going off and all I could do was curl up in a ball and burry my head. I didn’t feel pain cause i got hit by anything, I felt pain from how loud it was. It was one of the most intense pains I have ever felt. My ears couldn’t take it and i could feel the noise of it peirce through my body. Also the whistling noise was even worse, it was high pitch scream that wouldn’t stop. I remember screaming at the top of my lungs but it didn’t matter cause nothing would change. I was in so much pain, i even forgot andrew was with me. I couldn’t even tell when the bombing stopped because my ears wouldn’t stop ringing. All I could do was focus on my heartbeat but turned into an intensly loud beat that started to drive me insane. Along with all this pain, I never felt so alone. When I remembered Andrew was with me, I didn’t want to complain to him because he was going through the same thing but not complaining to me.

I can’t explain why I had this. I can only hope it never happens again